Lost, Lost, Lost

Drawn from footage shot between 1949 and 1963, Jonas Mekas’s autobiographical diary film chronicles his early years in exile, capturing the struggle to build a new life in New York and his gradual discovery of a vibrant artistic community.

Cast

Peter Beard

as Self

Ed Emshwiller

as Self

Ken Jacobs

as Self

Adolfas Mekas

as Self

Jonas Mekas

as Self

Tiny Tim

as Self

Peter Bogdanovich

as Self

Allen Ginsberg

as Self

Barbara Rubin

as Self

Robert Frank

as Self

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