i hate myself :)

Nebbishy filmmaker Joanna Arnow documents her yearlong relationship with an open-mic poet provocateur. What starts out as an uncomfortably intimate portrait of a dysfunctional relationship and protracted mid-twenties adolescence, quickly turns into a complex commentary on societal repression, sexuality and self-confrontation through art.

Cast

Joanna Arnow

as Self

James Browning Kepple

as Self

David Arnow

as Self

Barbara Weiserbs

as Self

Max Karson

as Self

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